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Soul Tremors

by Haunted Weirdo

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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    A small run of CDs are being duplicated for anyone who may wish to own a physical copy of Soul Tremors. They will come in a Digipack Lite, 6-panel CD package that is being manufactured by Atomic Disk. There are very few copies of these CDs that will be made and there are no plans to produce more once the initial batch sells out. The CDs for Soul Tremors will be sold through Bandcamp and at Push to Shove shows around Chicago. Once they sell out, that's it! If you think you would like a physical copy, we strongly recommend you order now and do not to wait!

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1.
Aegis 03:19
__Aegis__ Everybody here knows everybody for sure Cause everybody’s connected A caste of avarice, an empire of vice, a hierarchy of access And when the bar closes down, we’ll make like we’re leaving But fiending eyes can see just what’s beginning Behind the gilded shine I don’t like it But I’ll do it No, I don’t like it At all . . . Strung in, treading quicksand Discreet little succubus been tempting me again Strung out, off this generous web Cut off, set adrift, such a turbulent end But you’ll never sleep so well, in the eye of the storm Drained, but invincible Should we barricade the door? Perhaps set up surveillance. Out of sight out of mind. Such a curious solution. Out of sight out of mind. (Hey here we go) Out of sight out of mind. (Such a slippery slope) Out of sight out of mind. (Hey here we go) Yeah Right. Grind it down. Line it up. Ignore your face in the mirror. But you can’t miss your reflection in the eyes around you Peering over your shoulder. It’s a strange reflex, luring me back on so many insistences. But I can rest assured (Right?) We’re all friends here for sure (Right?) Cause everybody’s connected. I don’t like it But I’ll do it No, I don’t like it At all . . .
2.
The Wheel 05:28
__The Wheel__ Mirages blowin’ kisses Massages the surfaces In the oasis eating sand I shoulda bluffed but I showed my hand Suckered in, with an alluring reflection This sabotaged, tender attachment And I’m a trembling haunted weirdo Lingering in her peripheral Alarm! The Subject has just checked out! Alarm! Perpetual seeds of samsara suffering This unbridled, sensual glutton can’t complain I couldn’t tell you why it’s happening to you Karmic retribution been coming into bloom Uncomfortable, familiar turmoil Dust settles like stale decay Spin in circles Hold the ground Something is bound to change
3.
__South of Center__ Feeling south of center Feeling a little too north this winter Kicking the habit, kicking regret These prices paid will be hard to forget I am the ogre Trying to hold your line Tough love understanding Always comes with a price So listen to me gently I’ll try to speak real slow This is called reality This is the way it goes We all have the same name and it’s “I” Self absorbed minds lined up side by side Like fish with a dim sense of water in an ocean divine Predestined evolution We ain’t got no control If it’s all by design, teleological So just enjoy the ride (demon) You know nothings your fault (demon) Just wash your hands (demon) You know free will is a joke There’s no telling what my thoughts could bring If I could just let this moment reign And allow some comfort under my own skin So listen to me gently I’ll try to speak real slow This is called reality This is the way it goes These prices paid will be hard to forget Kicking the habit, kicking regret Feeling a little too north this winter Feeling south of center
4.
Spoonfed 05:14
__Spoonfed__ Take courage through these dark days Take courage through these dark days Cause it’s the only way Take courage through these dark days Didn’t they get the message? The special report? The streaming headline? The latest, breaking interruption? Didn’t they? Didn’t they see it on T.V.? Spoonfed, spoonfed, spoonfed point of view, It’s the only way, everyone aboard It’s the only way, everyone aboard! Take courage through these dark days Take courage through these dark days Cause it’s the only way Take courage through these dark days
5.
Fairbrother 02:51
__Fairbrother__ When I think of my friends it makes me proud to see them do so well I’ve been dreaming of hallways, of pacing the floor, of buckles and white coats, of bars on the door, of such nice people who’ll keep me in line, of polite soft words from smiles that grind... Just do the right thing, ‘til no one is looking Cause one thing’s for certain, they’re all out of their minds If you just treat the symptoms, the problem won’t die But if I had the chance to make it on the outside These anxious tremors might get better with time And if I stay, hey, they’ll take me out to graze And in the light of the community, I’ll disintegrate Back into darkness where I can’t hear them rate Whether I’m crazy, psycho, or insane I can’t be just a shadow An ornament in a human warehouse He said this cure would start working Once I can’t think at all
6.
__Cool Fachismo__ Everyone would love my song, if it was the only option Everyone would heed my voice, if I was the only one talking Oh the peace we could achieve, if you all would just believe in my opinion Who am I to think about it? Just what difference does it make? No one else here is going to see it quite like this So I shut my mouth and fall into line Because I want to be cool A Cool Fachismo... A self-centered universe is getting in my face Telling me all the ways to think about this place I can hear what you’re saying but I don’t quite understand If you’re going to feed me the answers, why ask the questions As if I’m the one who should think about it Just what difference does it make? No one else here is gonna see it quite like this So I shut my mouth and quietly sit down Because I want to be cool I wanna be cool And I’ll wear it like a uniform I’ll wield it like a whip We’ll just make them belong Kill em til they get along It’s getting tough to conceal The mindfuck Jerk off all you want to the hippie daydream Talk talk about love and process But with free will among the wolves, the pigs, and the sheep In a slaughter you can eat, be eaten, or get ignored
7.
The Void 05:56
__The Void__ As the planet winds down and the oil dries up And the sun’s sparkle is eclipsed by the atom bomb Perhaps then you’ll notice you’ve been here before (How could you have left?) And the world has always been ending... You’re just paranoid in the void… You can die by drowning or a bullet to the head. Or, you can get eaten by cancer from just breathing the air. Oh, so many ways to go (and we’ll each get one). How pitiful it is to then realize, you’ve been paranoid, In the void… And it made you kill and maim Armed and dangerous child, afraid of the dark. Rationalizing, justifying, fighting terror with horror. An armed and dangerous child, An armed and dangerous honey bee An armed and dangerous child, what have you done? You kill and maim. See how you kill and maim. Don’t you close your foolish eyes The sunrise brings a tidal wave

about

Soul Tremors is an all-acoustic instruments, alternative rock album that was written and recorded in rural Maine in the early-to-mid-2000s and was unreleased until 2023. The very few people who heard Soul Tremors prior to release have called it "genius," "pretty good," and "very interesting but difficult to place." Some might describe it as sounding as though Tom Waits or Nick Cave were in Pearls Before Swine but they all grew up listening to grunge. Fans of Tom Patrick's band Push to Shove may be interested to hear the "Original Aegis," the progenitor of the song "Aegis #2" from their album "dissociation" (pushtoshove.bandcamp.com). Love it or hate it, Soul Tremors will absolutely make an impression... We hope you'll give it a spin!

credits

released February 3, 2023

Haunted Weirdo:
Tom Patrick -- Vocals, Guitar, Singing Bowl
Shaun Bolduc -- Bass, Mandolin, Glockenspiel
D.j. Moore -- Drums

Additional Musicians:
Derek Bailey -- Lead Guitar on "Spoonfed"
Kwabena Owusu -- Trumpet on "South of Center"

Writing Credits:
Lyrics by Tom Patrick
Music by Haunted Weirdo
Music for "Spoonfed" by Haunted Weirdo and Derek Bailey

Production:
Jon Bean -- Recorded & Mixed at Windy Street in Augusta, ME
Jonathan Wyman -- Re-Mixed at This Sounds Good
Adam Ayan -- Mixed at Gateway Mastering

Tom Patrick -- Cover Photo

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